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butuh psikolog..segera

tumblr itu indah ketika akses wifi lancar dan Ayah pulang. hobah!

minggu ini adalah puncak keapatisan dan kelabilan diri. dari mulai lempar bb sampai mau lempar diri kayanya. merasa ada yang salah, akhirnya gue take some psychology test, here is the result:

1. Introversion / extroversion test result

Your extroversion level is 57%

This means that you are well-balanced, not too concentrated on your inner life, but at the same time you don’t depend on the outside world too much. You like either spending time with other people, or staying on your own analyzing your inner world and talking to yourself.

2. Maturity test result

Your maturity level is 48%

Maturing. Your maturity isn’t high enough for your age. You are, so to speak, ‘maturing’. This is not an attack, so don’t think we are judging you. It just means that you haven’t thought enough about your life and the experiences you are living. This is not wrong, but it should not become a character trait. Think and reflect about things and don’t live what life gives you in such a hurry. Take advantage of the experiences and don’t be afraid of the future.

3. Listening Capacity test result

Your listening level is 65%

Average listener. You generally listen to other people without being distracted and you also try to catch the most important aspects of what they are saying. However, your thoughts or the wish to do something else gain sometimes the upper hand and you just lose the thread of your talk. In this way you pretend to understand everything, but you are actually wondering what other people were talking about. Always try to listen to the people you interact with, and devote them the attention they deserve. If you know you have a thought or a task that can put you off your stride, ask your intelocutor to postpone the talk, but never pretend to listen to him! Your interlocutor will appreciate your sincerity and will know he can trust you in future.

4. Stress test result

Your level of vulnerability to stress is 43%

Your level of risk is average. You don’t show particularly dangerous behaviours or thoughts, but at the same time you’re not immune to stress. There are some vulnerabilities that may cause you to suffer from stressful events.

Hasilnya sih sebenernya balance and average, between 50-60%. tapi yang nohok adalah ketika Maturity Test, Your maturity isn’t high enough for your age.

kops.

Masalah lain adalah, keapatisan. Gue merasa sifat apatis ini mulai berkobar ditengah term of skala prioritas dan kedewasaan diri, Ayah frequently bilang kalo gue itu terlalu apatis sama lingkungan. Entah keluarga, teman, atau bahkan diri sendiri.

Ketika jadwal dan kegiatan kuliah(re:kemahasiswaan) dirasa menjenuhkan, gue dan 3 koloni sejati melakukan escape rutin ke Ciwalk. Escaping, Running. Lari… lari dari kenyataan dan tanggung jawab. Hakuna Matata.

Kampus? hem. There is no forever friend and eternal enemy. Seperti kata bu Aelina pas praktikum. Seperlunya, selalu begitu. Gue berada dipuncak yang sama dg pendukung Partai Demokrat pada SBY, krisis kepercayaan. I don’t know whether the society that sucks or just me. Ambil pelajarannya aja. Just try to be good to everyone, drama get karma.

Honestly, gue inget tanggal anniversary. Cuma terlalu apatis aja untuk saying or even celebrate it with him. Iya, tahun ini aku ikut snmptn lagi, ambil double degree di Psikologi ya. Biar paham.

Ke-insecure-an suasana rumah karena Ayah pulang weekend doang karena agenda di Kemhan bener-bener berefek ke semua anggota keluarga. tapi Anya selalu jadi pemanis di tengah semua kehectican rumah. Ah, hidup memang indah. Bahkan girls talk yang biasanya rutin di ruang tamu sama Ibu baru tadi sempetnya. Next posting deh, rada menarik soalnya ini.

Tadi Apathy Test gue result nya 50%. Maturity 48% dengan comment seperti itu. Swinging Mood adalah masalah terbesar. Decision bisa diputuskan kapan aja. Gue cuma berharap fase ini cuma temporer dan segera mendapatkan kembali esensi hidup gue seperti yang kemaren dibicarain sama Zulfi dan Ilham ketika di belakang dekanat, membicarakan kejenuhan kuliah.

Amin.